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Tuesday, December 12, 2006

a special post to a particular somebody .
if she comes here ; she should know i`m talking abt her ler bahrs .

firstly i wanna clarify .
not we go and tell your mum derhs ;
is she ask why you`re not going church anymore .
also she realised your exams dropped tremenduously ,
asked mie what happened between us .
so tell mie , if you were mie ;
wanted the best for your friend , what would you do ?
i did what Holy spirit prompted mie to do .
told her mum ; cause i wanted to help her .
she knew i think and was very unhappy abt it .
can understand larh , budden its for her own good .

maybe you`ll really hate us because of this , but i dont care .
cause i want you to know what is called the best life ; it is living life with God !
non other than him ; our creator can anyone else give us a better life .
you are holy spirit baptised already isnt it ?
have you forgotten how God has grown you ?
have you forgotten what God blessed you ?
have you forgotten why God die on the cross for us ?
so that we need not be enslaved by sin and can find true love ;
which is relationship with him .
humans will fail us ; for we are not perfect .
then who else can let us not be hurt and protect us from harm ?
it is God himself .
He died so that we all can have a personal relationship with him .
how are you then , how are you responding to him after he has done that much ?

arent you the one who most wanted to come this church before you left ?
arent you the one who growed fastest in the lord ?
arent you the one who said God is your everything ?
arent you the one who's the most enthusiastic abt outreaching to ppl ?
arent you the one who asked us to go bpp and
outreach alomost everyday after school ?
arent we always the ones that were together
encouraging and spurring each other on ?
why now ; changed so drastically ?
and it aint any benefit to your life right now also ..
if only you stayed on , maybe your life wonte be so meaningless anymore ..

maybe your can say i betray her ;
i sootkia , backstabber blablabla ..
maybe your can scold mie ;
can call others scold mie blablablas ..
but you cant deny that i`m doing it for her own good .
cause if it aint for her ;
i wouldnt bother even to call her so many times ..
go her house to find her so many times ..
explain so many things to her mum also ..
i can just walk away and donte care abt her ;
but she`s my friend . and even she`s not , she`s a child of God .
how can i not care abt her ?
how can i not bother abt her ?
make sense isnt it ? (:

update abt camp later on .
hafta catch my sleep first . xP



YYY
decision made not out of feelings,
but out of clear mind and commitment
10:50 PM